haha it feels nice to call u as bf rather then ex too :D haha anyway don worry ok from now on i will tell u all my sad sad stuff too , let u share my burden . haha and not bad u felt better during all the times i asked u . haha then my objective for today was fulfilled :D haha .

i really also had an awesome 2.5 years with you . while people start of as friends , then good friends , best friends then a couple , i guess we are pretty guai lan and like to test system and are doing things backwards . HAHA but don worry we wont down grade anymore ok :d

hope u can focus well on your studies ok . jia you for your remaining papers :D

I'm sorry for making u cry that day .

I dunno why u insist that i have to hate you , cause i really don't.
why should i hate you , you've given me one of the best 2.5 years of my life and yours :D we share many wonderful memories . so now even though we're not together and are friends , why would i hate my friend , especially u being such a special friend ?

That day i really regretted giving in to u and venting to you cause i didn't know it would affect u so much that u would cry . i'm really sorry for that i said but honestly the thing about your blog post, i stand firmly behind it , and u should know why too :D

I hope u'll return to your cheerful self asap ok spoon :D

glen

Hey dear !! know u cant reply me on sms , thought i can just write u stuff here instead. Wonder how u are doing in school now dear, weather so cooling right now, i am sure very sure u are very sleepy so i really hope u got time to take a nap , then hopefully dream of me . haha . jia you ok dear, can't wait to chat with tonight !!

Hey dear, really enjoyed our 2nd anniversary dinner and the day u spent at my house. If only the 2 days were on the same day or they can be repeated. i dont mind paying $210 again to see the smile on your face when u put the molten lava choc cake in your mouth . haha u looked so cute and happy u know, like a small girl.

Really very sorry is my emoing have made you feel more stress, thanks for hearing out all my worries and constantly reassuring me and reminding me you love me. i love you alot too and i will never wanna leave you my dear. i really missed that evening where we lay in my bed and shared our feelings again. haha really felt very close to you again. thats was what i really needed.

Dunno what we will do next year for our anniversary but i know there definitely will be one
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And don let those lousy people who don support u in school affect u , i know for sure that u will nvr be satisfied with your performance in your job , but know that u always do a good job and it benefits the people around you k dear. so jia you and don give up , i will be behind u all the way !!!!

OCS 1

Hey dear. dunno when u will read this. i am writing this just after my frist book out in ocs . really enjoyed my weeked out with you . was really shocked and worried by your mental breakdown cause u were acting like ihad just broken up with u. don think so much k my love . then was a mistake , now i am very sure and certain that i want to spend the rest of my life with you .

Talking about u showing care and concern in a wrong way , haha its alright la . maybe u could have like said go out with them but stay out too late ok dear , then look me in thwe eys with your sparkling eyes and make a cute face , then i confirm sure will go home early ma .

Don't give yourself so muhc stress k my love . little things like nightmares and and money shouldn't make u wanna pull your hair out and go crazy .

From your dearest Fork

miss you :D:D:D:D:D:D

Hey dear !!!! welcome back to singapore ! sorry i can't be there to receive u at the airport. haha i thought of making u a video but as u said , it would make me retarded so i used our common blog, which i haven't used in ages.

over the past few days, i ve really missed u like crazy dear . sometimes i will just lie in bed and think of u like crazy la. then think do much will worry what if ur plane back crash then i nvr see u again. thne i will start tearing and alll . silly right .

Then the day u tell me that i must pay same idd rates then cannot sms u le , i super sad can cause i cannot sms u :C dunno whether u are doing well in taipei. i hope u had alot of fun there . haha .

no that u return le , rest alot hor if u are havin jet lag k. don so fast go out shopping or tanning with anna. love u alot and i cant wait to see u . i will take care of myself in malaysia de ok , and i am counting down to the day when i can finally hold u in my arms :D

From: Glendon who loves u alot alot alot alot alot

spoon

Hey dear , really very sorry for what i did over saturday and sunday . Wasn't in the right state of mind when i said those words , those hurtful words , words that u should never have to hear , words that u don deserve to hear , words that made you cry .

Till now i still feel very guilty for what i did . I was a jerk and coward , a spineless asshole with no courage . I pinned all my problems on you and caused things to turn haywire.

I am really thankful for your persistence in not allowing us to break . for without it , i guess i would one day realise that u are no longer part of my life and fall into depression . Thanks for holding on despite all the nasty stuff i said . really don derserve a great gf like you now . really .

this incident has really shown me how much u care for me , how deep your love is for me , and how much u need me , just as i ve seen how i need you for support . I love you ok and i hope one day u will find it in your shattered hard to forgive this sinner.

fork