sp0on ...

Hey thanks for accompanying me today when i was sick . Walking to the beach really made me feel so much better , maybe not cause of the walk , but because of your company. Really abit suprised that you would really come and accompany me . first time anyone has ever done that for me , so yep you are the first :D

At the park , when it began to rain , even thou i kept saying it wont rain , i was secretly wishing it would , sadly , the shelter didnt have a bench and we sat in a awkward position . I knew what you were thinking then , and i had the same slight frustration. Thanks for sitting infront of me , to keep the cold wind and rain from getting to me. Even thou i didn't really approve of you doing that for me, but i was really very touched.

You say the things you do for me often pales in comparison to the stuff i have done for you, but you put of health before mine by shielding me. I really am very grateful and touched by what you did.

When we hugged , i felt really warm and fuzzy inside. Memories of what happened in the lift flooded back into my mind. I meant what i whispered into your ear. Was worried whether it was too soft for you to hear. How i wished the uncle had cycled in another direction , so we could have hugged longer.....

The cookies you made were great. Was wishing i could keep the whole box of it to myself and eat it when ever i missed you. Hehe selfish me selfish me .

Sorry if i made you angry by walking you across the road . I just couldn't bare to see u walk through the rain in just that jacket, especially when i could shelter you with my umbrella . i would be a really lousy boyfriend if i did that...

The next day when you told me i fell sick , i felt really guilty. When i met you for dinner at night , and saw that you were not as sick as i had imagined , i was relieved .

At night you questioned yourself whether we were suited for each other. When i saw your sms , i really felt like running to ur side , grabbing you in my arms and whispering in your ear every reason i could think of that would show that we were suited for each other.

I knew partly the reason why u felt that way was because of floorball. I really don wish to see you feel down cause of floorball. Whether you get into the team or not really does not change how i feel towards you. I really feel lousy and helpless everytime you feel pressured and down because of floorball. So cheer up about it k . Whenever you feel down because of floorball , take out the ring , look at it , remember that i gave that ring to Shi Wen , not Shi Wen the floorballer k :D

When we chatted in the afternoon , and u asked me whether i regretted making you my girlfriend. I do have regrets , i regret not knowing you earlier :P You are all that i could ever hope for in a girlfriend , you treat me extremely well , you 're there for me when i was down , you ve brought so much happiness into my life, you made me believe in love again.

PS: Thanks for saying i have been a perfect boyfriend :D

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sp0on ...

yep yep i really enjoyed our 3rd date today, and i think its really our best date so far cause it gave us quality time together since open house . So i really cherished the 6 hours i spent with you today .

At Carl's Junior today right , when you fed me the fries , it was so sweet , maybe i should have ordered normal fries so you could have fed me more . heehee. Then when you shook my face, i was abit stunned, but it felt really nice. Maybe cause only really close couples do such silly stuff to each other :D You looked perfect while you were sitting down , your eyes looking at me, too bad my hands were too dirty to take a pic of you :C

When i saw miss lee , i was really shocked to see her , but i didn't have the slightest inkling to release your hand.

In the cinema , before the movie started , i was thinking whether i should snuggle up to you , thankfully you did, and when you stroked my hand, it was very ticklish but loving as well. And somehow i was placing both of us into the roles of the movie . lol . When you lay your head on my shoulder, i really felt very secure and safe.

And then i managed to coax you to go to the top level, sadly the weather there was not very condusive for anything , so ya . haha

In the train, i was also very shy and hesitant , not cause of the eyes that would look at us , but cause i didnt know how you would react . Thankfully that indian guy came in, i was so scared he would fall into you , so i put my arm there . Which eventually led to ....

Your arm around me was a great feeling, guess you felt the same way when i put my arm around you. When you rested your head on my shoulder, i wanted time to stop and that moment to last. I felt that i was holding something to fragile , so delicate, something that meant the world to me in my arms ..

In the lift when we hugged again , i wanted to say those 3 words, but somehow they didnt come out . Didnt know that you almost cried , but if you did , my shoulder would be there for you.

About what i said to your dad's decision , it all came from the heart . I am really very thankful that you are trying to fight for my status . As long as i know i am in your heart , that means more then you dad's blessings .

Now i really know that you mean the world to me, family aside. I really cannot think of a reason for us to part , neither do i ever want to. You really have become the first girl i love , and i don regret it ...

PS : i really wanna take a photo with you , so that when i miss you at night , i can take it out to look at it :D

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sp0on...

Hey , today in the lift right , the part where we suddenly looked at each other , i was thinking of hugging you , then i saw u thinking about something . then your reaction was so funny la . I hazard a guess that u were thinking of the same thing ??? haha . Thanks for the choc once again, and my favourite favour too :P

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sp0on ...

well here is the message that i said to you on 5th september , after seeing your reply to my message .

Since knowing you 1 month ago , I liked you even more . Even thou there were many ups

and downs, I persisted because I knew you were worth it. I can't promise you how long we

will last, but I can tell you I will be there when you need me, when you need someone to

rant to, to wipe your tears, to share your joy and success. sp0on, I love you and I

hope I can be the guy by your side ....

And this is the 1 that happened recently

We have know each other for quite sometime. Our feelings for each other have deepened. I

hope to be by your side when you need me , and by my side when I need you. I think we are

ready for the nest step. sp0on, will you be my girlfriend ....

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sp0on ...

Hey congrates on scoring an excellent b for your econs paper . So happy and proud of you :D . Hope you do just as well for your other papers :D lets celebrate out results with a date next monday alright ? movie and dinner ? tell me your reply k . And frankly speaking , i was really super disappointed when i saw my math's marks , and i turned to you for comfort . thanks for delievering C:

ON saturday night when we chatted on the phone , I could really imagine you lying next to me on the sofa , feeling your heartbeat on my skin.It felt different from the previous long chat we had. I felt more loved , sensed care and concern from everyword you said. plus you said some really sweet and touching stuff , stuff you never say when we are together in person . Not hinting anything here thou :P . And if you were to really hug me , i would hug you back and never want to let go. But i don think i will ever initate a hug , cause of my height , so jia you !!!! haha .Somehow the time passed so fast , 3 hours gone just like that . Really wished that we could have talked longer on the phone , but too bad we both grew tired .

I still find you prettier from the front :D



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spoon ....

Hey exams are over le . Know you are really busy with your duties and stuff , but don neglect your health . And ya even thou you are busy , i am still here for you , so don forget about me k


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