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Hey dear , really very sorry for what i did over saturday and sunday . Wasn't in the right state of mind when i said those words , those hurtful words , words that u should never have to hear , words that u don deserve to hear , words that made you cry .

Till now i still feel very guilty for what i did . I was a jerk and coward , a spineless asshole with no courage . I pinned all my problems on you and caused things to turn haywire.

I am really thankful for your persistence in not allowing us to break . for without it , i guess i would one day realise that u are no longer part of my life and fall into depression . Thanks for holding on despite all the nasty stuff i said . really don derserve a great gf like you now . really .

this incident has really shown me how much u care for me , how deep your love is for me , and how much u need me , just as i ve seen how i need you for support . I love you ok and i hope one day u will find it in your shattered hard to forgive this sinner.

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