Saturday, October 20, 2007

sp0on ...

Hey thanks for accompanying me today when i was sick . Walking to the beach really made me feel so much better , maybe not cause of the walk , but because of your company. Really abit suprised that you would really come and accompany me . first time anyone has ever done that for me , so yep you are the first :D

At the park , when it began to rain , even thou i kept saying it wont rain , i was secretly wishing it would , sadly , the shelter didnt have a bench and we sat in a awkward position . I knew what you were thinking then , and i had the same slight frustration. Thanks for sitting infront of me , to keep the cold wind and rain from getting to me. Even thou i didn't really approve of you doing that for me, but i was really very touched.

You say the things you do for me often pales in comparison to the stuff i have done for you, but you put of health before mine by shielding me. I really am very grateful and touched by what you did.

When we hugged , i felt really warm and fuzzy inside. Memories of what happened in the lift flooded back into my mind. I meant what i whispered into your ear. Was worried whether it was too soft for you to hear. How i wished the uncle had cycled in another direction , so we could have hugged longer.....

The cookies you made were great. Was wishing i could keep the whole box of it to myself and eat it when ever i missed you. Hehe selfish me selfish me .

Sorry if i made you angry by walking you across the road . I just couldn't bare to see u walk through the rain in just that jacket, especially when i could shelter you with my umbrella . i would be a really lousy boyfriend if i did that...

The next day when you told me i fell sick , i felt really guilty. When i met you for dinner at night , and saw that you were not as sick as i had imagined , i was relieved .

At night you questioned yourself whether we were suited for each other. When i saw your sms , i really felt like running to ur side , grabbing you in my arms and whispering in your ear every reason i could think of that would show that we were suited for each other.

I knew partly the reason why u felt that way was because of floorball. I really don wish to see you feel down cause of floorball. Whether you get into the team or not really does not change how i feel towards you. I really feel lousy and helpless everytime you feel pressured and down because of floorball. So cheer up about it k . Whenever you feel down because of floorball , take out the ring , look at it , remember that i gave that ring to Shi Wen , not Shi Wen the floorballer k :D

When we chatted in the afternoon , and u asked me whether i regretted making you my girlfriend. I do have regrets , i regret not knowing you earlier :P You are all that i could ever hope for in a girlfriend , you treat me extremely well , you 're there for me when i was down , you ve brought so much happiness into my life, you made me believe in love again.

PS: Thanks for saying i have been a perfect boyfriend :D

f0rk ...

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