sp0on ...

yep yep i really enjoyed our 3rd date today, and i think its really our best date so far cause it gave us quality time together since open house . So i really cherished the 6 hours i spent with you today .

At Carl's Junior today right , when you fed me the fries , it was so sweet , maybe i should have ordered normal fries so you could have fed me more . heehee. Then when you shook my face, i was abit stunned, but it felt really nice. Maybe cause only really close couples do such silly stuff to each other :D You looked perfect while you were sitting down , your eyes looking at me, too bad my hands were too dirty to take a pic of you :C

When i saw miss lee , i was really shocked to see her , but i didn't have the slightest inkling to release your hand.

In the cinema , before the movie started , i was thinking whether i should snuggle up to you , thankfully you did, and when you stroked my hand, it was very ticklish but loving as well. And somehow i was placing both of us into the roles of the movie . lol . When you lay your head on my shoulder, i really felt very secure and safe.

And then i managed to coax you to go to the top level, sadly the weather there was not very condusive for anything , so ya . haha

In the train, i was also very shy and hesitant , not cause of the eyes that would look at us , but cause i didnt know how you would react . Thankfully that indian guy came in, i was so scared he would fall into you , so i put my arm there . Which eventually led to ....

Your arm around me was a great feeling, guess you felt the same way when i put my arm around you. When you rested your head on my shoulder, i wanted time to stop and that moment to last. I felt that i was holding something to fragile , so delicate, something that meant the world to me in my arms ..

In the lift when we hugged again , i wanted to say those 3 words, but somehow they didnt come out . Didnt know that you almost cried , but if you did , my shoulder would be there for you.

About what i said to your dad's decision , it all came from the heart . I am really very thankful that you are trying to fight for my status . As long as i know i am in your heart , that means more then you dad's blessings .

Now i really know that you mean the world to me, family aside. I really cannot think of a reason for us to part , neither do i ever want to. You really have become the first girl i love , and i don regret it ...

PS : i really wanna take a photo with you , so that when i miss you at night , i can take it out to look at it :D

fork ....