miss you :D:D:D:D:D:D

Hey dear !!!! welcome back to singapore ! sorry i can't be there to receive u at the airport. haha i thought of making u a video but as u said , it would make me retarded so i used our common blog, which i haven't used in ages.

over the past few days, i ve really missed u like crazy dear . sometimes i will just lie in bed and think of u like crazy la. then think do much will worry what if ur plane back crash then i nvr see u again. thne i will start tearing and alll . silly right .

Then the day u tell me that i must pay same idd rates then cannot sms u le , i super sad can cause i cannot sms u :C dunno whether u are doing well in taipei. i hope u had alot of fun there . haha .

no that u return le , rest alot hor if u are havin jet lag k. don so fast go out shopping or tanning with anna. love u alot and i cant wait to see u . i will take care of myself in malaysia de ok , and i am counting down to the day when i can finally hold u in my arms :D

From: Glendon who loves u alot alot alot alot alot

spoon

Hey dear , really very sorry for what i did over saturday and sunday . Wasn't in the right state of mind when i said those words , those hurtful words , words that u should never have to hear , words that u don deserve to hear , words that made you cry .

Till now i still feel very guilty for what i did . I was a jerk and coward , a spineless asshole with no courage . I pinned all my problems on you and caused things to turn haywire.

I am really thankful for your persistence in not allowing us to break . for without it , i guess i would one day realise that u are no longer part of my life and fall into depression . Thanks for holding on despite all the nasty stuff i said . really don derserve a great gf like you now . really .

this incident has really shown me how much u care for me , how deep your love is for me , and how much u need me , just as i ve seen how i need you for support . I love you ok and i hope one day u will find it in your shattered hard to forgive this sinner.

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dear sp0on ...

Day 1 : I was damn sad when i finally got to open the box , you know why , cause water from my tower dampened the box , then its partially spoilt now , colour faded . So pissed with myself for not taking care of it better. What inside was certainly a suprise , not 1 letter , but 7 letters , really thoughtful and sweet of u dear:D the chocolates were a pleasent suprise . The stars , hmm i was tempted to check whether there was any hidden msg in them , but i didnt wanna risk tearing apart your hard work :D

well i started to miss u like crazy from the momment i woke up , but the greatest difference was that i couldn't sms or call u , don even talk about hearing ur voice la . haiz 1 out of 7 days gone , jia you glendon :D

Day 2 : well , the person who came up with the term absence makes the heart grow fonder knew his stuff . How much i missed u on mon , has now been carried forward to today aswell , so i miss u twice as much today :P . sadly the only think that can comfort me is pooh and ur letters . how i miss the touch fo ur hands and warmth of ur hugs . faster come back k .

everyday i wonder whether my girlfriend has eaten her lunch , kept away from the cold monsoon rains and getting enough sleep . Are your arms tired from carrying all your shopping bags , legs tired from walking 6 hours non stop? how i wish i coule be by ur side to feed u , lend u my jacket , snuggle up to u when u sleep , carry ur shopping bags and masssage ur aching feet .... i really miss you , take care k . thanks for the sms too , really felt like smsing u more , but i don wan ur bill to explode further


with love
f0rk ...

sp0on ...

I really enjoyed our fourth date at vivo city . Somehow i really enjoy going there with you . Normaly when i do go there , my legs feels tired after hours of walking , but with u , every second is pure enjoyment . Really very sorry if i talked a little too much about si wei , know u must have mind it abit . Sorry k . really Enjoyed the super long hug we shared on the rooftop , it ws the longest time we hugged ? and i really enjoyed it . In the movie theatre , when we got cosy , i felt really loved , it was really nice . sadly u didn't like the chips . next time i buy ruffles ok :D

That day at the park , after your op, kinda like our little excursion eh . Sorry for taking so long to find the spot . But it was worth it i guess . Got really wild that day , hehe , sorry if i startled you , but i am glad u enjoyed it so much . The bus ride was a nice ending to a great day.

The school EOY celebrations was great . You looked really different and pretty on that day . Don worry k , you didn't seem like a small kid to me at all . Guessed i really looked hot on that day right ? hehe , well i complimented ur beauty perfectly i guess:D the ride back home , when we kissed for the first time , sorry was ruining our first kiss . No prior experience . but hugging u all the way back was really really nice .

The past 2 days spent at your house was really the greatest days of my life . i am sure u know why . what ever happened there shall remain in our memories ok :D feel really close to u now.

I really love you

f0rk...

sp0on ...

Hey thanks for accompanying me today when i was sick . Walking to the beach really made me feel so much better , maybe not cause of the walk , but because of your company. Really abit suprised that you would really come and accompany me . first time anyone has ever done that for me , so yep you are the first :D

At the park , when it began to rain , even thou i kept saying it wont rain , i was secretly wishing it would , sadly , the shelter didnt have a bench and we sat in a awkward position . I knew what you were thinking then , and i had the same slight frustration. Thanks for sitting infront of me , to keep the cold wind and rain from getting to me. Even thou i didn't really approve of you doing that for me, but i was really very touched.

You say the things you do for me often pales in comparison to the stuff i have done for you, but you put of health before mine by shielding me. I really am very grateful and touched by what you did.

When we hugged , i felt really warm and fuzzy inside. Memories of what happened in the lift flooded back into my mind. I meant what i whispered into your ear. Was worried whether it was too soft for you to hear. How i wished the uncle had cycled in another direction , so we could have hugged longer.....

The cookies you made were great. Was wishing i could keep the whole box of it to myself and eat it when ever i missed you. Hehe selfish me selfish me .

Sorry if i made you angry by walking you across the road . I just couldn't bare to see u walk through the rain in just that jacket, especially when i could shelter you with my umbrella . i would be a really lousy boyfriend if i did that...

The next day when you told me i fell sick , i felt really guilty. When i met you for dinner at night , and saw that you were not as sick as i had imagined , i was relieved .

At night you questioned yourself whether we were suited for each other. When i saw your sms , i really felt like running to ur side , grabbing you in my arms and whispering in your ear every reason i could think of that would show that we were suited for each other.

I knew partly the reason why u felt that way was because of floorball. I really don wish to see you feel down cause of floorball. Whether you get into the team or not really does not change how i feel towards you. I really feel lousy and helpless everytime you feel pressured and down because of floorball. So cheer up about it k . Whenever you feel down because of floorball , take out the ring , look at it , remember that i gave that ring to Shi Wen , not Shi Wen the floorballer k :D

When we chatted in the afternoon , and u asked me whether i regretted making you my girlfriend. I do have regrets , i regret not knowing you earlier :P You are all that i could ever hope for in a girlfriend , you treat me extremely well , you 're there for me when i was down , you ve brought so much happiness into my life, you made me believe in love again.

PS: Thanks for saying i have been a perfect boyfriend :D

f0rk ...

sp0on ...

yep yep i really enjoyed our 3rd date today, and i think its really our best date so far cause it gave us quality time together since open house . So i really cherished the 6 hours i spent with you today .

At Carl's Junior today right , when you fed me the fries , it was so sweet , maybe i should have ordered normal fries so you could have fed me more . heehee. Then when you shook my face, i was abit stunned, but it felt really nice. Maybe cause only really close couples do such silly stuff to each other :D You looked perfect while you were sitting down , your eyes looking at me, too bad my hands were too dirty to take a pic of you :C

When i saw miss lee , i was really shocked to see her , but i didn't have the slightest inkling to release your hand.

In the cinema , before the movie started , i was thinking whether i should snuggle up to you , thankfully you did, and when you stroked my hand, it was very ticklish but loving as well. And somehow i was placing both of us into the roles of the movie . lol . When you lay your head on my shoulder, i really felt very secure and safe.

And then i managed to coax you to go to the top level, sadly the weather there was not very condusive for anything , so ya . haha

In the train, i was also very shy and hesitant , not cause of the eyes that would look at us , but cause i didnt know how you would react . Thankfully that indian guy came in, i was so scared he would fall into you , so i put my arm there . Which eventually led to ....

Your arm around me was a great feeling, guess you felt the same way when i put my arm around you. When you rested your head on my shoulder, i wanted time to stop and that moment to last. I felt that i was holding something to fragile , so delicate, something that meant the world to me in my arms ..

In the lift when we hugged again , i wanted to say those 3 words, but somehow they didnt come out . Didnt know that you almost cried , but if you did , my shoulder would be there for you.

About what i said to your dad's decision , it all came from the heart . I am really very thankful that you are trying to fight for my status . As long as i know i am in your heart , that means more then you dad's blessings .

Now i really know that you mean the world to me, family aside. I really cannot think of a reason for us to part , neither do i ever want to. You really have become the first girl i love , and i don regret it ...

PS : i really wanna take a photo with you , so that when i miss you at night , i can take it out to look at it :D

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sp0on...

Hey , today in the lift right , the part where we suddenly looked at each other , i was thinking of hugging you , then i saw u thinking about something . then your reaction was so funny la . I hazard a guess that u were thinking of the same thing ??? haha . Thanks for the choc once again, and my favourite favour too :P

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sp0on ...

well here is the message that i said to you on 5th september , after seeing your reply to my message .

Since knowing you 1 month ago , I liked you even more . Even thou there were many ups

and downs, I persisted because I knew you were worth it. I can't promise you how long we

will last, but I can tell you I will be there when you need me, when you need someone to

rant to, to wipe your tears, to share your joy and success. sp0on, I love you and I

hope I can be the guy by your side ....

And this is the 1 that happened recently

We have know each other for quite sometime. Our feelings for each other have deepened. I

hope to be by your side when you need me , and by my side when I need you. I think we are

ready for the nest step. sp0on, will you be my girlfriend ....

fork ...

sp0on ...

Hey congrates on scoring an excellent b for your econs paper . So happy and proud of you :D . Hope you do just as well for your other papers :D lets celebrate out results with a date next monday alright ? movie and dinner ? tell me your reply k . And frankly speaking , i was really super disappointed when i saw my math's marks , and i turned to you for comfort . thanks for delievering C:

ON saturday night when we chatted on the phone , I could really imagine you lying next to me on the sofa , feeling your heartbeat on my skin.It felt different from the previous long chat we had. I felt more loved , sensed care and concern from everyword you said. plus you said some really sweet and touching stuff , stuff you never say when we are together in person . Not hinting anything here thou :P . And if you were to really hug me , i would hug you back and never want to let go. But i don think i will ever initate a hug , cause of my height , so jia you !!!! haha .Somehow the time passed so fast , 3 hours gone just like that . Really wished that we could have talked longer on the phone , but too bad we both grew tired .

I still find you prettier from the front :D



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spoon ....

Hey exams are over le . Know you are really busy with your duties and stuff , but don neglect your health . And ya even thou you are busy , i am still here for you , so don forget about me k


fork ...

spoon ...

today was our second date . Met her at the bus interchange and we took 31 to east coast park :D
The bus ride there was nice , even thou i was kinda hoping you would lie on my shoulder :P

Reached the beach and had a pit stop at Coffee Bean . Haha we couldn't resist the air-con and went in and took a corner sit . She ordered Belgium choc iceblended while i had blueberry delight , which was such a disappointment . Enjoyed some quiet time there before we dragged ourselves out of our air-conditioned haven .

Went to bike kiosk , and we were attended by the sales person , who immediately asked us " you wanna rent the tendem bike " haha . sadly his assumptionw as wrong and we got 2 seperate bikes . cycled west wards facing the sea . The weather was great :D windy and sunny . We chatted as we cycled , really didn't expect cycling to allow us to bond. By the time we reached the end , both our bottoms were sore . haha . cycled back and returned the bikes . Went for a short tea break at Mac . She ate Mac wings while i ejoyed my Big Mac .

Then we went down to the beach and enjoyed the breeze and the waves . it was very nice to have you beside me to enjoy the panoramic view . Then i brought out the present . Judging from ur suprise and smile on your face , i guessed you love the couple rings :D Knew they would be worth every cent of it . sadly it was too small for you to wear .

Fork's

**** spoon 1st Aug

Spoon's

*** *** fork 1st Aug


Nice aren't they C: wanted to give them to you in the dark , cause they would sparkle and i was secretly hoping you would be so happy that you might hug me . haha .
The road back home left me trying to recall all the sweet moment and memoriable experiences we had just enjoyed at the beach . when u rested on my shoulder , i wanted that omoent to last ...

Lets make our future dates just as special

And i was really shocked by the sms conv at night .

fork...

sp0on...

tomorros the first day of the promos . After 4 days it will be over . Already missing u alot thou .

good luck

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sp0on...

Exams are here , guess we really have to forget each other for this moment of time .

But if either of us ever misses each other so much , we can drown all our feelings here , and get back to our work .

I shall be the first to start . I really , really miss you , i hope u feel the same way too . For the sake of our results we will hvae to temporary forget about each other . But i hope once thurs is over , everything will be back to normal :P

so sp0on lets do it :D

And in advance i would like to ask you out on friday :D , if nothing crops up . Reply on thurs ok .

fork...

sp0on..

thanks alot of being understanding . What you said really made me feel better . Dunno whether u came online to see whether i was online , but upon seeing you online , i felt so much better ....

Btw my sms also baoed , by about 300 sms . haha

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sp0on...



thanks for supporting me throughout my trials :D Hey your were the first person i told right . haha .

I don't think the training will take up much time , i still have plenty of time to do other stuffs . Its just one more training , nothing much about my schedule has changed , so i will still have ample time to spend with you . I don't have to squeeze time for you , there will always be time set aside for you automatically at the start of each day C:


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